Can a health scare/shock cause depression? Is depression a side effect of having hemorrhoids?

Can a health scare/shock cause depression? Is depression a side effect of having hemorrhoids?

I may have depression since I’ve lost interest in the stuff I used to like, I’m disconnected from my emotions and the worst part is… it’s making me lose feelings for my boyfriend. I’ve never felt this way before. I’m sure that I love my boyfriend with all my heart but ever since I lost the feeling of happiness, hopefulness and the like, things just haven’t been feeling the same with him.

But it’s not just my boyfriend, sometimes when I don’t think about him and instead I think about the things that aren’t related to him, it still feels the same. The things I like doing like dancing and playing flag football don’t feel the same anymore…

This all started when I freaked out and panicked about getting hemorrhoids.. I thought it was something deadly and ’serious’ (even if it wasn’t).. it was the first time I experienced it and I totally felt humiliated that I had it, shocked and utterly scared. I was asking myself over and over again, “Why me?” And I was just so sad..I let my spirits drop. During that time, I realized I couldn’t feel much for anything since I was just so tired to feel afraid and embarrassed… I freaked out even more when I couldn’t feel anything for my boyfriend. We were watching TV and things just didn’t feel the same all of a sudden…! I cried the whole night once I discovered that I might have lost feelings for him because I really couldn’t believe it. I love him so much, how can this be happening? I asked myself.. the next day, I didn’t feel so well from crying the whole night. My eyes were swollen and I had a slight fever. My nose was clogged and I had a bad cold… I couldn’t smell anything… that’s how it started..

I also feel like I’m living in a dream because I’ve never been un-emotional AT ALL. It’s like I don’t remember how I used to feel…

Sometimes I just worry even if I’m not thinking about anything, I just…worry and worry and there’s a tightening in my chest because I know something is just…not right or missing… People say I’m overthinking everything and I over analyze everything and I just need to calm down but I can’t calm down because it’s the LOVE OF MY LIFE I’m dealing with… I can’t lose it. I can’t lose him.

I really want to gain my feelings back for him and to look forward to the things I used to look forward too. Please help me.. Will it ever come back? If I get better will I start loving and being happy again? Back to my normal self? I don’t want to break up with him just because I can’t feel anything it’s so unfair .. It’s hurting me so much… I can’t believe it when I get near him it’s like I’m so nervous because I don’t feel anything and I hate it…

**Please don’t say, “You don’t really love your boyfriend if you can’t feel it, just end it. Because I KNOW what I’m supposed to feel for him. I love him and I’d be lying if I said I didn’t. He means so much to me. Please.

Any advice?

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Can I carry a locking folding knife into a library in California?

Can I carry a locking folding knife into a library in California?

If I can? what is the blade limit, and does any one know where I can find this information within the California State Penal Code?

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Hemorrhoid Suppositories Question?

hemorrhoid Suppositories Question?

I have a suppository called Hydrocortisone Acetate and I cant use them when my hems are out because i cant get it up there. Could i possibly melt it and use it that way? Are there any other ways to help them go back in? Please Answer.

Thanks,
Ken

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if i install hid light on my car and then turn on my high beams will the hid ones light up more?

if i install hid light on my car and then turn on my high beams will the hid ones light up more?

i have a 2001 jetta and the light come on automatically when i take the handbrake off and then i turn on the high beam switch and it makes it brighter of course but if i install a hid conversion kit for hid lights will they work if i turn my high beams? because my jetta has one bulb so when i turn the high beams on it makes the bulb i has brighter but not to well..and another quick question how many “k” is the bulb that come in the Volkswagen Jetta HID Conversion Kit? so if anyone know please let me know asap i need to get some before sunday:) thank you!!!

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What happened 2 kim kardashian?!:O?

What happened 2 kim kardashian?!:O?

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Could my hygiene powder have brought on haemorrhoids?

Could my hygiene powder have brought on haemorrhoids?

Hey there, I have a small external haemorrhoid and I’m trying to figure out what has caused it. As there are many factors.

I take a bit longer on the loo ( not because I’m constated but because I read while I’m on the loo and take extra time, I’m actually regular, twice a day)

Or it could be my lack of exercise (which I’m starting to cross out as i cycle 8km every workday)

I haven’t lifted anything heavy

It could be my weight. I’m working on losing 1 – 3 kgs

And it could be my diet (changing that too but I am eating home cooked meals every night)

But I want to know could it be my hygiene powder I’m using near my crotch?

I use it as I get a sweaty crotch and if I don’t keep it dry and clean it starts to smell.

I use johnsons hygiene powder and I’m not allergic to anything, and the powder contains: talc, benzethonium chloride, parfumerie, benzoyl benzoate, linalool, coumarin,eugenol, geraniol and limoene. I dust about 1 – 2 teaspoons around my crotch and near my anal area to keep it dry and sweat free, I’ve stopped using it for a few days now but I have also been using pile cream to help relieve the itchiness. So could it be the powder? I’m doubting it as its to deodorise, absorbs perspiration, helps chafing and skin irritations. Please help

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All right guys here’s a tough one who is a bigger fame whore: Kim Kardashian, or Snooki?

All right guys here\’s a tough one who is a bigger fame whore: kim kardashian, or Snooki?

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Keyword Research help needed?

keyword research help needed?

Hi friends ,

i hope you all are doing well

I have a little doubt , if i am targeting site on Google.com .

So in Gogle adword keyword tool , which country should i select to get a proper idea. ( I am not targeting any particular country)

Should select US, or should select All in Adword keyword tool?

ONLY EXPERT ADVICE PLEASE

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ipad 2 or iphone 5 ?

ipad 2 or iphone 5 ?

what do i get ? and how to make money fast please i live in kuwait so there is no baby setter job theres no job for 14 years old how i make money fast please ideas i really want a phone or tablet

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How do E-commerce sites get their inventory?

How do E-commerce sites get their inventory?

Company’s like Flipkart, Infibeam, Inkfruit, Myntra, Fashion retail etc and Small start ups
Do they really stock all the products which they display on their website? or do they use drop shipping technique where products are delivered directly from manufacturer to the end consumer.

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